Robin,
You are my favorite because you were the supercharged daughter, who I cannot think of without hearing laughter - especially
that high peal of laughter that contained perfect joy that
I heard for the first time at Halloween when you were about
three. You
had gone to a couple of houses and when you suddenly understood
that you could go to all the houses on the street and they
would give you candy, you turned and ran to the next one. As
you ran, you threw back your head and laughed that laugh of
perfect joy. That sound still echoes in my heart.
My
little clown, my athelte who could out run everyone in her
class in the 5th grade. You will never know the pride I
felt watching you play basket ball or running with reckless abandon
on your soccer team. I am not sure my voice will ever be
the same from how I yelled the night you beat Nicky spinning
the basketball on your finger during the half-time routine when
you were on the PIP drill team. I must have torn
something for now even thinking of that moment makes my throat
hurt.
I love you best because of how adventurous you have always
been and how you have always managed to find fun in everything
you do. |